The following is a continuation of my previous post discussing the question of, Can detachment lead one to happiness?
Can detachment lead me to happiness?
Albert Camus says yes and my teacher says no. Like any other I am stuck in between without knowing the right path to follow. But did Meursault really know what path to follow, or was he simply walking without destination? Is it truly necessary to understand life in order to live it? I don't think so.
Reading part 2 of the stranger with this set of mind allowed me to actually relate to the main character, Meursault. In my life I have leant about the meaningless theory. Similarly to the one mentioned in the movie I love huckabees, it discusses how everything around is actually meaningless. I used to wonder how we possible could attain happiness from emptiness. But it made sense. As I witnessed people practicing this theory in their daily lives and witnessed the great things they achieved it made reconsider my original thoughts, the ones my main teacher, society, had taught me about my life.
Indeed Meursault characterization is described as extremely detached which led others to misunderstand him, especially in part 2 of the book. After killing a man Meursault is sent to prison and then questioned about his actions. Showing no feelings of regret or guilt was actually a self sabotage due to the fact that in order to be truly forgiven one must be sorry. Meursaul was just as the judge described him, "I have never seen a soul as hardened as yours. The criminals who have come before me have always wept at the sight of this image of suffering (p. 69)". This quote does not only represent his detachment and practical suicide, but his authenticity. If Meursaul has no feelings of guilt then he is not going to show them, and if he is asked a question he will answer accurately to his thoughts otherwise he would just remain quiet.
After a long period of time Meursault grew used to the environment in prison. He did not like it, but he was not unhappy. He is described to be in indifferent with what is going on around him, even in the moment before his death. However, surprisingly enough even at this moment he still said, " I felt I had been happy and that I was happy again" (p. 123).
To conclude this situation, his extreme detachment caused him to lose the case and be executed, which is not the ideal ending for someone who lived happily and satisfied most of his life.

Furthermore, seeing the consequences of detachment illustrated by the author made me question of my theory regarding detachment leading to happiness. This is because I consider the most important part of life to be when we look back at our entire life and feel satisfied about what we did. In other words, it is not how we live our lives but what we achieve before death what really counts for us. And looking at Meursault life, he did not really achieve anything in his life but he was still satisfied with it; which once again contradicts my original beliefs. However, he still claims to have something right before his death, and that being aware that he was still alive. "I was sure of my life and sure of the death I had waiting for me. Yes, that was all I had. But at least I had as much of a hold on it as it had on me. I had been right. I was still right. I was always right. I had lived my life one way and I could just as well have lived it another. I had done this and I hadn't don't that. I hadn't done this thing but I had done another" (p. 212). In other words, despite Meursault's situation he still believes that he had lived the right way, and there was nothing to regret. Even when he spent the last years of his life in prison on an execution expected him, it was right. This puzzles me because it contradicts my original idea of what really matters in my life. I cannot fully state what truly matters in his life therefore I cannot relate to this character in this part of the book. It could be the air in his lungs or/and simply the ability to identify life as perfect despite the situation what truly matters. In other words what we did or didn't do in our lives does not matter. Every person's life is as important as another's, therefore there is no need to value unnecessary things that are known to bring happiness. Because of this, I consider Meursault as someone more advanced than any of us. However, being advanced is not always an advantage.
We are taught to belief that we must work towards happiness as opposed to living happily right now. Money, possessions and prizes are considered as life achievements, ad if one did not get these before his death, the he is considered a failure regardless is he was happy or not. So maybe what our society values is not truly happiness, but that which supposedly attains it. Looking at it this way makes me understand Meursault characterization even more. I too want to feel satisfied with what I have and how I am, and Meursault may be an actual role model in my life.
However, role models are not always right. After reading this book I consider Meursault life to have no sense of balance. As previously mentioned his detachment is too extreme to be understood by others, and being understood is something essential in our lives even if we claim not to need that understanding. I think that there are levels of detachment one can practice in order to be happy. In my life I have been practicing this detachment at some extent and I can state that I am not unhappy with my life. Of course dominating this "advantage" and being present every moment of our lives takes too much practice. Similarly to Meursault I am also realizing that life itself limits us to live, therefore I need to find to find a way in other to cope with it.
In conclusion, I do believe that detachment can lead a person to be happy therefore, being detached is actually an advantage. I have witnessed it and experienced it. By not being attached, I am not emotionally affected, which allows to me to see everything clearer. There are indeed levels on which a person can experience detachment. Being too extreme about it can lead you to be seen as someone cold and insensitive and would cause others not to find a way to relate to you. You must find a sense of balance that will keep you from suffering about insignificant things, such as failing, and keep people close to you for when you need them. It is possible to live happily and satisfied! It really is!

